To The Girl That I Love (oneshot)

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The two of us knows how happy we are. God knows it. God knows how lucky am i to have you. The god witnessess of what kind of relationship we have. My friends, your friends, my family, your family are witness too.

How i'll make you smile, burst of laughter, how i'll make you mine. How we owe our life. Of how we take care of each other. On how i made you cry because of happiness.

The arguement we had, the moment we cried together. Everybody knows how we truely love each other. Sometimes i think of our memories we have when im alone. I treasured our memories. We always sharing some thought when were goin' to sleep. Talking 'bout our future, we dream of having a loving child, we dream of how our house looks like, the furnitures, every parts of our house are detailed. We graduate and we success. We have a job now and we starting to save some money for our future.

We have our house now and only wedding and family left. We buy all we need to our house. We eat together, watch some movies, we clean our house together. We don't want some things get dirty. We also have the same mind because sometimes when we think and speak of it, it's de'same on how you say it, on how the sentence like. And when we speak at the same grammar. We knows what are the best for us.

Sometimes i'll fetch you and sometimes you fetch me when i'm going home from job. We continue our routine everyday. Wake up in the morning , taking up our breakfast, while im in the bathroom you'll prepare of what attire im going to wear and when your turn i'll prepare your clothes. And when all are done. We go to work but i drive the car until you get there and you gave me a goodbye kiss after that i gotta go to my work.

After 3years finally were married.
All of them are so proud and happy for us because finally were married.
After the wedding is our honeymoon.
Some of my friends are teasing me 'bout our honeymoon after this but you just laugh you didn't save me from my friends that your friends too.

After the celebration we got home after we arrive i carried you in a bridal style until we reach our bedroom. I took you down to the bed and i lay down by your side. I put your head into my chest and i put my left hand to your right cheek that cause you to look at me. Were staring at each other and all i can say is "you're so beautiful love, i love you so much and thankyou for loving me." you smile at me and say "I love you more love and thankyou too for everything and to you." after you speak. We gave each other a sweet and passionate kiss. After that you put back your head to my chest. I let you sleep for a minute, we take some rest before taking a bath.

You are the first who take a bath and next is me. When im done i caught you sitting in front of the mirror combing your hair. I go straight to the closet to take some clothes to wear and when it's done i walk and stop behind you at your back and i hold your shoulder and i kiss your nape, your neck and i turned around your chair for you to face me then i carry you and took you down at the bed but this time it's slowly and now im on top of you. I kissed your forehead, your nose, your both cheeks and at last i kiss your lips and it was hard but passionate until i heared you moan. And that night we make love and it was perfectly perfect night for us.

Days had past and you always puking every morning and sometimes your dizzy and i got worried so i take you to the hospital.

I said to the doctor of what happening to you and the doctor said you have to take up some pregnancy test to know if your pregnant. You have to do that in the morning at your first pee and the doctor said when it's done we're going back to him to gave the PT.

The next day you did what the doctor said and we were waiting for the result. And when it formed into two lines. We take a bath and go back to the hospital. I gave the PT to the doctor and the doctor was smiling when he saw the two lines. He said that he need to check it and test it first for us to know the result.

The doctor leave us and im so nervous.
Just ugh! I don't know about the PT, im innocent and it was my first time to see some kind of that.
Few minutes have passed and the doctor is back with a smile on his lips.
I don't know but i found it crazy because he's like a fool smiling and smiling ugh! Idiot. I came back to the reality when the doctor said the result.
The doctor said your 1month pregnant and he congratulate us.
The both of us are so so so happy. Were clapping for happiness that finally we are now a father and mother of that child inside your tummy. The two of us are so happy. We thanked the doctor before we leave. We went first to church and thanked god before we go home.

When we got back home we rested in the our room. we lie down in bed and we are facing each other and i embrace you. My chin is on the top of your head.
When you fell asleep i leave you for a moment to prepare our dinner. I came back to our room to wake you up. I kissed your forehead that cause you to woke up. "Dinner is ready love." you got up and wash your face and walk with me until we get to the kitchen.
Were happy, talking about our child while eating. I thanked you and you thanked me and your reason is i got you pregnant. we just laugh because of your nonsense reason. Your crazy brat, you said your kidding and i know it. You thanked me again but this time it's serious. I washed the plates as you embraced my back. Before that night's end we make love again in happiness.

Months had passed and now your giving birth to our child and I was panicking. I brought you to the hospital and im beside you holding your right hand, watching you while giving birth.
You success and the child is alive crying out loud and she's a girl. The doctor gave me the child and i lay her by your side and now your smiling when you see our first baby. I kissed the forehead of you two. We named the baby by our name, Jinhara Seokjie Kim. Seok and Jin is mine and Jiehara is yours. The baby is so beautiful like you and she got your lips and eyes.

Both of us was so strict to our baby. She's our first and she became our life. We take care of our angel until she grow up. We are happy and i call that 'we are one big happy family'

But i was wrong and that made me cry out loud because of what happened to you and our angel. It hurts so much like my heart is broke into pieces. I didn't save the both of you in the accident that happened. The both of you are trapped in our house that full of fire. I did nothing cause the fire man didn't allow me to enter our house. Im stupid and im late, im late.
Im so stupid. All i can say to myself is im stupid, im useless! Im not the best husband of yours and to our angel. I broke my promise that i'll be a best husband to the both of you but if

"If i could turn back the time, I want to be a best man in the world."